Ready

There is no worry.

There is no fear.

There is hardly any nervousness.

There are none of these things because my state-of-mind is the best it's ever been.

However...

With about 36 hours to go before I walk out the door, it all seems very...real.

My world is about to turn up-side-down.

It's so much more than a feeling of having to go without my stuff for a while.

It's more like I'm about to depart from myself entirely.

Before things settle down again, half a year will have passed.

The world will continue on without me, and I will continue on without the world.

There is nothing easy about what I'm about to go through.

But it will be the greatest thing I've ever done.

And I'm ready.