Merry Christmas Eve!

Well, this seems appropriate today:


The song is °C-ute's "Aitai Lonely Christmas," which translates to "Lonely Christmas, Missing You." :(

Lyrics are basically, "I miss you; I want to see you again; I wish I was able to spend Christmas with you; I've never felt like this before; blah, blah, blah...I smile as I do my Christmas shopping, but my heart is aching"

...you get the idea. Geez, this song is depressing.

AKB48's Christmas song is much more positive. Maybe I'll listen to it instead:


I dunno...Christmas just doesn't feel like Christmas this year. I look at the calendar, and it just...seems like any other day. I guess I haven't taken the time to sit back and realize how much I really wish I was back at home right now. I try to convince myself that it's not so bad, but then I start to think about it (and that darn °C-ute song doesn't help), and...yeah...it's pretty lonely being thousands of miles away from your family on Christmas. There are so many sacrifices that go along with wearing the uniform I wear, but...so it goes, I guess.

Ugh...I'm not sure how to lighten the mood now.

Sorry.

Um...here's the dance version of that song:


A bit less depressing ^__^

Anyway...I guess I'll write some more tomorrow.

Happy Merry Christmas!